Just like Pagliacci did, I try to keep my surface hid


I'm infatuated with a girl whom I've only had the opportunity to talk to three times. I've had lunch with her twice, including today. It's so odd, I've never developed a crush on a girl this fast. I had it since the first time I met her. I don't know what to do because telling her I like her would likely put her off and make her think I'm a nutcase.

Today, when she and I went to eat at Panera bread, we had such a good time talking to eachother that I forgot to pay my bill. I left without paying, and had to go and pay for my meal after mass. I just forgot about everything, and for the first time since this time for finals began, I felt happy. After about an hour or so, she asked me what time it was, and I accidentally blurted out, "I don't know. I always forget about the time when I'm with you."

Then we left, and I didn't pay my bill. I had to come back and pay it after mass. At least my conscience is clean as far as the bill goes. But, I'm just shocked that I could forget something as basic as that.

Anyway, what do I do? Should I ask her out again? Should I tell her? If so, when? I haven't found a way to see her on a more regular basis, so I'm not sure what to do.

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This page contains a single entry by Robert Diaz, MI published on December 11, 2004 11:28 PM.

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